Itty Bitty Britty: Hi :)!

First off ide like you to meet a couple people that are really special to me!

My boyfriend Ryan, he's my pride and joy and

makes me happier than anything in the world!

And my little guinea pig rufus :), hes like my little doggie

Also since its my first post & all and i have alot to say since i havent had one :), this is a bridal gown that i really like and i just want everyones opinion, it would be in white obviously, but it pretty closely fits what ide be lookin for!

TODAY:
So basically i feel pretty terrible. I brought up the issue of me spending the night at Ryans apartment and my parents were not happy, they didnt yell at me but they sounded really upset and my dad is really stressed out and i know its my fault. I wish they had a different view on it and would trust me to make my own decisions but they feel like its not appropriate so i guess i cant change the way they feel and im just gonna have to deal. Blah.

On a brighter note, well kind of. The other night some stupid shit happened, but today i found out that Ryan told one of mine and his friends that he loves me so much, and that he would do anything for me. She told me im lucky to have him and he really really loves me. Made me feel really good. And i AM really lucky to have him. We have been through SO much in this past year and he is still here right by my side and im so grateful for that. It really shows me that maybe we really are meant to be together & i need to just suck it up and realize that. Its hard for me though because of my anxiety, but its getting better

So, work was boring as usual, you know, no body coming in for like 3 hours, were all so bored we wanna cry and of course i just wanna go home :(, we already did what we needed to do today so we decided to have a little bit of fun :)!